all my responsibilities hit me in one moment, and i feel like im suffocating. i love everything that i do, i just wish they didnt tire me as much as they do. and once i do them i love them, its just... this feeling. all i want to do is climb into a fetal position and feel every possible moment until i can't. 

i think that's what i was always meant to do, be at peace and coexist with the cacophony of existence. i just want to count every leaf and name every frog, but i can't. the eye of the hurricane is so beautiful.

it just stings. there is absolutely nothing i can do about it, because that's life. this is just how the universe is. guess i gotta just keep moving. 

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  1. calypsocanAugust 26, 2019 at 5:52 PM

    so it turns out if you actually do the thing you need to do when you need to do it things turn out pretty okay. nice. i am really cool and good at existing. look at me go

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