in everything i do i am on the verge of something okay. smash, drawing, school, everything. its like grasping at sunlight, but something doesnt click. i can see that im not good enough, that i just dont get it, but cant do anythign about it

and then the people who do get it are dwarfed by those who get it even more

life goes on i suppose

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  1. nosaakiJuly 2, 2019 at 1:22 AM

    Just be the best you, use the burning jelousy as inspiration, and to learn from. At least that's what I tell myself before I cry myself to sleep... :)

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