the thought that another human being could care about me somehow feels foreign to me, but im warming up to the idea. people want to check in on me? without me instigating it? out of the love in their hearts and for me as a person? past me would have found that blasphemous, but now i can appreciate it. we are wonderful creatures that possess bountiful love for this world and those in it, the question becomes whether or not we choose to consider ourselves worthy of it.

and you always are.

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  1. calypsocanFebruary 26, 2019 at 1:55 PM

    three people checked in on me in one day. how strange? how nice.

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