i want to be popular. not in a "sitting at the cool kid table at lunch" popularity, more of a "leader of an online cult" popularity. cults are bad and all but the aesthetic of some secret online self devoid of any external materiality is fascinating to me. wouldnt it be interesting if i was a completely different human being than was originaly apparent? at that point how would i be able to justify my own existence given that i have a whole life somewhere else? i want to be the simulation of a self broadcasted to the fringes of a world you didnt even know existed.

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